LadyLounge

LadyLounge is an SF-based volunteer collective of women and female-identifying persons who meet once a month for a variety of enriching potluck experiences led by members. Topics range from the arts, to health and wellness, to horticulture—but the common thread is a supportive, inclusive community of women helping and teaching other women. The organizer reached out to me to design the identity and a system of graphics for the events.

But what is the voice of a modern feminist support group? I started out exploring more traditionally feminine aesthetics, but quickly tired of what I realized was expected clichés: scripty fonts, pastels, gentle florals. From there I turned to a colorful, unapologetically bold approach. The wordmark is a combination of strength and directness in the all caps, sometimes-slab serif structure, but a few rounded edges soften the intensity.

For the system, overhead photography works beautifully to compliment the topics and drives a variety of unexpected and nuanced color combinations and textures.

 

The logomark

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Event graphics

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I’m excited to continue designing for LadyLounge and see how it evolves over time!

Desert Retreat

Sunrise from Keys Point: a stunning vista overlooking the Coachella Valley. Snow-covered Mt. San Jacinto visible on the far right.

I’ve always romanticized the idea of writers tucking themselves away into remote locations to work on novels, like Thoreau at Walden, away from the distractions of everyday life. Perhaps its the introvert in me but I have never been afraid of solitude, especially to focus on creative endeavors.

Going freelance has not only been an occupational journey, but a spiritual one. I’ve been reevaluating my thoughts around big questions regarding my relationship to design: why I do it, what kind of work brings me joy, how I approach problems, who I want to work with, and where to focus my energy moving forward.

This week, I drove down to Joshua Tree to spend concentrated time looking inward and focusing on those questions. It’s been a deeply rewarding experience, allowing me to zero in on answers. I haven’t figured it all out, but I’m gaining clarity and confidence on where I’m heading and what I want to be doing. The weather was a mixed bag all week with a lot of rain, which encouraged me to stay in some days to work and process rather than go out and explore.

But it’s not all work—I’m in a stunning desert scene, and have enjoyed solo adventures into the wilderness of the national park: I caught multiple sunrises from stunning vistas, hiked to an abandoned gold mine, sought out one of the few natural arches in the park, and found a secret cave packed with petroglyphs. I spent time sitting in nature, sketching trees and boulders, consuming my surroundings with an eye on the edges and details of this weird landscape. It’s been breathtaking, peaceful, productive, and lonely-in-a-good-way.

I’m ready to head home today, but I look forward to returning soon.

Local beta: The contractor of my friends’ house in Yucca Valley (where I’m staying as they finish up the remodel) drew me a map to find a hidden cave of petroglyphs well off the marked trails, up the wall of a tucked-away box canyon. You can see the markings all over the ceiling and walls in faded blacks and reds. Despite it being an unmarked trail, there’s an NPS sign at the foot of the canyon forbidding climbing to preserve the prehistoric drawings.

Barker Dam:    It was bone dry when I was here in August, but right now it’s a breathtaking lake. If you get out early, you can beat the crowd and enjoy the stillness.

Barker Dam: It was bone dry when I was here in August, but right now it’s a breathtaking lake. If you get out early, you can beat the crowd and enjoy the stillness.

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Spec Work

I’m enjoying all the new things I’m learning about running a business as I continue to dive deeper into freelancing, but I just had my first encounter with a proposition to do unpaid spec work.

If you walk into a restaurant and order a sandwich, would you only pay for it afterwards if you decided you liked it enough?

Spec work, short for “speculative work,” is the concept of soliciting design work from multiple designers before deciding who to ultimately hire or pay for the work done or a larger contract. Sometimes it happens as a contest, or as part of a pitch, and sometimes it is treated as an entrance exam or a “test” of your skills. The AIGA has a hard line position against spec work, the main reasons being:

1. To assure the client receives the most appropriate and responsive work. Successful design work results from a collaborative process between a client and the designer with the intention of developing a clear sense of the client’s objectives, competitive situation and needs. Speculative design competitions or processes result in a superficial assessment of the project at hand that is not grounded in a client’s business dynamics. Design creates value for clients as a result of the strategic approach designers take in addressing the problems or needs of the client and only at the end of that process is a “design” created. Speculative or open competitions for work based on a perfunctory problem statement will not result in the best design solution for the client. 

2. Requesting work for free demonstrates a lack of respect for the designer and the design process. Requesting work for free reflects a lack of understanding and respect for the value of effective design as well as the time of the professionals who are asked to provide it. This approach, therefore, reflects on your personal practices and standards and may be harmful to the professional reputation of both you and your business.

Think about it in terms of other industries—if you walk into a restaurant and order a sandwich, would you only pay for it afterwards if you decided you liked it enough? Or maybe you go eat a few different sandwiches from different restaurants, and decide which is the only one you want to pay money for. This is spec work.

Coming from a history of agencies, Ive done my share of spec work. My first agency participated in this practice. We would bust our normally-billable butts on non-billable work to come up with multiple concepts to be presented in pitches, where our people tried to convince prospective clients that we were the best partner out there to solve their particular challenge. Sometimes it worked. Sometimes it didn’t. (I’ll note that when I moved on to Blue State Digital, we had a no-spec policy, preferring to win projects based on merit and thoughtfulness rather than shiny pitch decks.)

Spec work was stressful because it felt as though so much rode on the designer’s back to show something beautiful and convincing—but I always felt it was a bit of an empty vanity play. We would be operating on limited information of what we understood the challenge to be, without having actually done the weeks or months of collaboration and discovery that the real project would actually begin with, with a final deliverable being a few choice, ultra-sexy screens. Sometimes it was fun to flex my design muscles in a world with very few constraints—no real users to empathize with, no larger system to work within, just make it look as awesome as possible—but most of the time it was exhausting and grueling work that you couldn’t even put in your portfolio due to the confidential nature of the work.

I think it’s one thing if you are an agency employing hundreds of people, and you’re going after a $500k project—it’s your business’s decision to invest the hours of a salaried employee on spec work. If you win the project, you now have half a million dollars coming down the pipe!—and it only cost you a few weeks of some of your staff’s time. If you lose it, it’s a bummer, but your staff, from the designers to the biz dev team, will still get paid for their efforts. However, it’s a totally different game if you’re a freelancer. The projects you’re going after aren’t nearly as big, and you most certainly can’t afford to work for free.

As freelancers, our expertise is of value, and our time is for purchase.

Now that I am an independent designer, I am a team of one. I am my own founder, CEO, CMO, CFO, and CTO. I do my own business development, marketing, project management, IT, bookkeeping and so on. The time spent on finding and meeting with prospective clients, researching, writing proposals and estimates, and keeping all of my comms up is no small feat—it’s a lot of overhead, and I don’t get paid for any of it. What I DO get paid for is what I specialize in: good, thoughtful design and a unique perspective.

As freelancers, our expertise is of value, and our time is for purchase. The right kinds of clients will understand that value and be willing to pay a fair price for it. Which is why, when a prospective client used the words “design challenge,” it took me a while to realize that what he actually meant wasn’t simply framing a paid branding project as a “challenge”, but to actually DO the branding project as unpaid spec work, pitching alongside a few other designers. It was a gut-punch when I realized this live on our call, and had to explain why I don’t participate in spec work. The call ended shortly after.

While I am bummed to have lost out on a project, it’s an experience I was bound to encounter sooner or later. I’m glad it happened early so I can either better qualify my leads, or be less offended when such requests come in. And on the bright side, by saying no and speaking my mind, I’m (hopefully) educating someone on why this is an unethical request. The optimist in me wants to believe that he will reconsider his approach, or will get results that prove that spec work is simply a race to the bottom.

To learn more about about spec work and how other designers feel about it, check out this resources page from No!Spec.

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2018 in review

What a year. In short, I thrived. There’s some amount of guilt that comes with feeling personal satisfaction when the world seems to be going to shit, but as an individual, I feel very fulfilled in what I accomplished last year.

Highlights

  1. Marrying the love of my life in an insanely beautiful, weird and unique ceremony, in a church we built, surrounded by our amazing community in the middle of the desert

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2. Facilitating a silly and wonderful naming competition in which our new last name was decided

3. Helping Thomas to swingbomb San Francisco (#SwingbombSF)

4. Leaving an unsatisfying job to start freelancing—a journey into the empowerment and responsibility of self-employment

5. Sewing my own wedding dress, among other new costume pieces I made this year (including matching his and hers weirdo jackets, 3 different headpieces/hats, and several pairs of leggings)

6. Reverse-engineering a discarded geodesic dome, which was a wildly satisfying logic puzzle to solve

7. Roadtripping across the Southwest for the first time and seeing so much natural beauty my head exploded; subsequently falling deeply in love with canyons and red rocks

8. Designing side projects that brought me great fulfillment—such as partnering with witty geniuses to create a satire publication from scratch, and high-production party invites for an intergalactic gala

9. Nurturing newish friendships and creative partnerships that provided great nourishment to my soul!

10. Buying my first car. Yes, I’m 32—but I’ve lived NYC and SF my entire adult life and gotten by just fine with some combination of my feet, my bicycle, public transportation and the occasional Lyft. I still more or less bike everywhere for my day-to-day life, but having a car has been liberating for weekend trips and spontaneous adventures.

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Missing Obama
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I just finished reading Michelle Obama’s autobiography, Becoming. It was a great read, and made me nostalgic for our former first family and the legacy they created. Her story was authentic and heartwarming, and painted a very human portrait of both herself and Barack through what must have been such challenging years.

I found myself enjoying her stories as a young girl—how she perceived her family and surroundings, how education and discipline played such a strong role in her development, and the role models and mentors she leaned on and learned from as she grew.

The chapters focused on the White House years were fascinating—it’s rare to be able to get the insider perspective of things that happened in our country and touched our nation and the world over those years. Even the more mundane details about everyday life in the White House were interesting—it’s a life I could never imagine for myself, and hearing how someone with humble beginnings navigated such a foreign environment was captivating.

It’s a punch to the gut to wake from this warm story’s reverie to realize where the presidency has gone since Obama left office. I miss the dignity, respect, and human empathy that characterized the Obamas’ eight-year reign. How far we’ve fallen! I’m looking forward to 2020, praying that the blue tide will continue to rise.

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"Don't refer to yourself as a brand."

I got some good spiritual advice this weekend from an experienced freelancer. He encouraged me to spend this initial start up time exploring my art and figuring out what my voice is. Which is… pretty much exactly what I’ve been trying to focus on. It’s awesome hearing it from an outside source though. He was really speaking my language when he told me that “you spend so much time working for companies that you train you to think like them, to deliver what they want. The commercial world mainstreams your point of view. Right now you should focus on what makes you unique as an individual and a person. This is one of the few chances you get to really recover that identity, and think about the kind of work you want to do, and then go do it.

…And don’t refer to yourself as a brand—that’s a small version of who you really are. You’re a person. You’re authentic. Don’t become like them.”

So nourishing to have that discussion. Thanks for the advice!

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Merry Christmas

I went to a wreath-making workshop the other night at my friend Mason’s house. It was led by Gina of Bloom Generation. It was a great gathering of ladies crafting together, in a medium that I’m not super familiar with. I had a lot of fun and really like how my wreath turned out.

For the base, I wanted the smell of a traditional tree but with more of a windswept look—so I used douglass fir for volume under longer fronds of cedar, and sprinkled some clusters of dried berries around. I wanted to do a cool asymmetrical accent and I was inspired by some of the richly colored earthy things that Gina had provided, so I made a composition with mushrooms, moss, lichens, and other strange dried things that I don’t know what they are. I finished it with some pheasant feathers.

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The Artist's Way

I’ve begun a 12-week course on recovering my creativity, called The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron. I’ve had a number of friends embark on this journey to great effect. Thomas, for example, did it when he left his job to discover his art, and he said the experience was “f*cking awesome.” It has a somewhat cultish following of artists, filmmakers, writers and creatives who swear by its methods, and despite just getting started, I think it has great potential to unblock whatever’s been riding along in my psyche my whole adult life.

I was a strange and imaginative weirdo when I was young—always making, drawing, and exploring my curiosity. I lost a great deal of that imagination, perhaps surprisingly, in design school. While I was being groomed to become a process-driven, human-centered young designer at one of the best design schools in the nation, I was told that the way I used to be creative is wrong. Take for example: drawing classes. Drawing 101 and 102 had me spending weeks and weeks creating perfectly rendered three dimensional shapes, and pulled me away from the imaginative doodling and sketching I used to pull out of my brain. I am admittedly not a prolific industrial designer, so while I did well enough to scrape by as an A/B student, I just don’t think in perfectly rendered cubes, spatulas and chassis. But it was enough for me to tell myself that if I can’t draw it in perfectly rendered 3D, it’s not worth drawing at all. So, I haven’t drawn much in the last 15 years (I’ll note that I don’t think this was the intention of my professors, but the impact was certainly lasting). Anyway, I’m on a mission to get over those kinds of blockages and live a more creatively fulfilling life.

The methodology for The Artist’s Way involves writing three pages of stream-of-consciousness every morning, a weekly artist date with myself, and performing a set of tasks tailored by the week to guide the emotional and deeply personal journey of discovering/recovering one’s creativity. It’s a fairly spiritual book, and there’s a lot of reference to the Creator, which right in the intro encourages you to not think of this as the Jesus kind of God, but the divine creative force within us all that we are trying to access. I’m still adjusting to that as a key element in the journey and while I’ve never thought of creativity in that sense, I’m hoping I will convince myself for the sake of this experience. The fact that so many artists that I know and admire have successfully completed The Artist’s Way is motivation enough for me to get over my God allergy.

Texture fills

Now that I have a mark I like, I’m playing with different ways to apply color and texture to it. It’s a fun exercise to play with the shape as a fill but also as negative space. For business cards, I’m thinking of pairing a number of these patterns and textures with a spot gloss varnish for that ultra-subtle beautiful impression.

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Personal branding

I’ve been messing with gradients and colors that I find to be delightful for the past few weeks, but the other night I started playing around with some abstractions of my new initials, JVH. I always find it interesting to see how different designer set themselves up for iteration and what journey that iteration takes. In my case, its always a tangential mess that I can read clearly but I imagine it looks like chaos to outsiders.

Here’s the clean version of the top contenders and my path of exploration:

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And here’s a peek under the hood at the full story, which is all the steps that you don’t see in the above graphic:

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